Is it frightening, tantalizing, or both?
We want to be seen. Or do we?
What we most deeply long for often is what we most fear.
At what point do you divert your eyes?
When you look into another’s eyes, do you notice yourself judging them or simply being with them?
Do you tend to put people in a box or do you look at them with open curiosity, spaciousness, and availability to be contacted?
practice a more open way of seeing people — staying relaxed with our breath and in our body, allowing our eyes to soften, being with them and letting them in, we’ll notice how our presence allows them to relax and move toward us.
The more we hold ourselves with gentleness and caring, the more quiet strength we may find to be present through our gaze...
It is interesting this writer talks about being being present through our gaze - i know what she's talking about! - i remember looking into someone's eyes - just to show that i dare to look into someone's eyes, but putting up a wall - and not vein present - counting the time as to - "see - how long i can look into your eyes - it means i'm not afraid to let you see me..." hm... did i really believe that (my inner monologue)?
extended gazes
What is happening in our stomach or heart as we gaze into our lover’s eyes? Do we experience delicious warmth or expansiveness or a fear of being seen or losing ourselves? Can we stay with our bodily felt experience rather than leap out of ourselves as we notice a delightful or threatening feeling?
it is really a body experience - that time when i had that with Jesus, i felt a fire-ry sensation coasting dow y body as his loving gaze burned away my insecurities, as i asked him one by one if he didn't see the shortcomings i saw in myself. i was tempted many times to look away as it was very strong - it was the meting place of my fears and my desire to be loved.
This doesn’t mean staring at people or making them feel uncomfortable. There is a natural rhythm of looking at people and looking away. When it feels right, perhaps we can hold our gaze a little longer, relishing a simple moment of human connection.
http://www.goddesslifestyleplan.com/eye-gazing-the-eyes-are-the-window-to-the-soul/
Not stare … simply look
shake off our initial reaction to bail, and try again … and again … and again, changing partners until we could sit without freaking out.
I remember thinking that I can (very naturally and comfortably) connect and look deeply into a newborn baby’s eyes, or a child’s eyes or an animal/fur baby’s eyes … no prob.
My difficulty with eye connection was with other adults; my peers, strangers, acquaintances, etc.
I realized that my avoiding long eye contact with others was fear… my fear of being open and vulnerable + fear of rejection and judgement…
"if you come to a place of self-acceptance, cleansing yourself of shame, you'll have no problem looking someone right in the eyes with the deepest tenderness and vulnerability. If you're feeling sad, or disappointed, or frustrated, you'll still feel comfortable showing others that emotion, letting them into your world because you're right with those emotions in yourself." - Michael Elisberg
- This is particularly relevant to me last week when i stopped trying so hard to make it all fit together and i just let the pieces gal where they may - that place of honesty took me to that place of vulnerability.
http://observer.com/2013/06/stare-thee-well-eye-gazing-parties-arent-just-for-pick-up-artists-anymore/